SONGS

BOOK 9 - VERISIMILITUDE

(THE CONSPIRACY EXPOSED)

 

 

 

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***WARNING!! SPOILERS AHEAD!!***

There are scene descriptions to indicate where the songs are played.

Proceed carefully if you don't want to be exposed to spoilers.

 

 

 

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I am a total sucker for a good love song and I searched through every love song I could think of, trying to find just the perfect songs for the scenes in my books.  You might notice that a lot of them are from the 80s, because I am a total 80s music freak.

 

Unfortunately I couldn't use all of these great songs or the story would have ended up being one huge song-fic.  Some of the songs I didn't use in the books were perfect for other scenes though.

 

Below is a list of songs and the scenes I would have put them in if they were episodes on TV.

 

Click on the song name to go to the lyrics

 

 

 

 

Song Name

Artist

Description

Without You Feels

Seven Mary Three

This song would play in Book 9 in the Episode End of the World in the continuing scene with Liz after future Max disappears

It Only Hurt When I'm Breathing

Shania Twain

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Harvest, when Kyle is observing Liz in class, the day after the pretend to sleep together, and see how devastated she is.

With or Without You

U2

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Harvest after the gang leaves Congresswoman Whitaker's office and Liz is there alone.

Breathe

Greenwheel

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Harvest when the gang is driving to Copper Summit in the Jeep and Max is trying to talk to Liz.

The World Has Turned Around

Weezer

This song would play in Book 9 after the episode Harvest when they are driving home and Max is thinking about what happened with Liz.

My Immortal

Evanescense

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Meet the Dupes when Liz asks Max if they can still be friends.

Bring Me to Life

Evanescense

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Meet the Dupes when Max tells Liz he is going to New York.

Somewhere Out There

Our Lady Peace

This song would play in Book 9 after the episode Max in the City when Max and Liz are in the chemistry lab, working on rebuilding their friendship.

Every Breath You Take

The Police

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode We Are Family when Max is at the Crashdown, guarding Liz.

Right Here Waiting

Richard Marx

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode We Are Family when Max and Liz are talking in the eraser room.

Black

Pearl Jam

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Disturbing Behavior when Max goes to the Deluca house to get Liz and sees her with Sean.

Open Arms

Journey

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Viva Las Vegas after Max and Liz spend the night dancing, Liz contemplates their future together.

Nothing Compares to You

Sinead O'Connor

This song would play in Book 9 when Liz goes out with Sean but is thinking about Max.

Broken Wings

Mr. Mister

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Heart of Mine when Max and Liz decide to go to the prom

Blurry

Puddle of Mudd

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Heart of Mine after Liz sees Max and Tess hugging and she runs into Sean

Take My Breath Away

Berlin

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Heart of Mine at the Crashdown on Prom night when Max and Liz see one another

White Flag

Dido

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Cry Your Name when Max and Liz are eating macaroni & cheese.

I Don't Know How to Let You Go

Sarah McLaughlin

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode It's Too Late And It's Too Bad when Liz is leaving town and Max and Liz have disagreed about her investigation into Alex's death.

Hurt

Nine Inch Nails

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Baby It's You when Max wakes us with Tess in the observatory.

Going Under

Evanescense

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Departure when Max tells Liz about his relationship with Tess and the baby.

The Reason

Hoobastank

This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Departure when Max and Liz are saying goodbye in the Jeep.

Meant to Live

Switchfoot

This song would play in Book 9 after the episode Departure when Liz tells the gang about future Max.

Breathe You In

Stabbing Westward

This song would play in Book 9 after the episode Departure after Tess leaves in the Granolith and Liz and Max talk in the desert.

 

 

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Without You Feels
by Seven Mary Three


This song would play in Book 9 in the Episode End of the World in the continuing scene with Liz after future Max disappears

Somebody hold me, hold me down
So I don't slip tonight
Punch the clocks out, Punch the wall still
Something is wrong with me

Without you feels, Like the end of the world
Without you feels, Like the end of the world

What if somebody had told me, I'd be this unhappy
What if somebody had told me, I'd be this alone
What if somebody had told me, the world means nothing
I wish somebody had told me, Before you were
gone gone gone gone
gone gone gone gone

Somebody told me this little lie
Can keep me from myself
I destroy what i build
I thought I was smarter than that

Without you feels, Like the end of the world
Without you feels, Like the end of the world

What if somebody had told me, I'd be this unhappy
What if somebody had told me, I'd be this alone
What if somebody had told me, the world means nothing
I wish somebody had told me, Before you were
gone gone gone gone
gone gone gone gone
gone gone gone gone
gone...

Without you feels, Like the end of the world
Without you feels, Like the end of the world

What if somebody had told me, I'd be this unhappy
What if somebody had told me, I'd be this alone
What if somebody had told me, the world means nothing
I wish somebody had told me, Before you were
gone gone gone gone
gone gone gone gone
gone gone gone gone
gone gone gone...

 

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It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing
by Shania Twain


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Harvest, when Kyle is observing Liz in class, the day after the pretend to sleep together, and see how devastated she is.

Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on
It's not so bad--I'm not that sad

I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain--I'm free again

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget

Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back--as a matter of fact

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget
It only hurts when I breathe

Mmm, no, I've never looked back--
as a matter fact

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget

Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe

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With or Without You
by U2


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Harvest after the gang leaves Congresswoman Whitaker's office and Liz is there alone.

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

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Breathe
by Greenwheel


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Harvest when the gang is driving to Copper Summit in the Jeep and Max is trying to talk to Liz.

I
Played the fool today
And I
Can see us vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you

I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe

And I can't ask for things to be still again
No I can't ask for you
To offer the world through your eyes
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you

I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe

My window through which
Nothing hides
And everything sings
I'm counting the signs
And cursing the miles in between

But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
That I buried in you

I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe

When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe

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The World Has Turned Around
by Weezer


This song would play in Book 9 after the episode Harvest when they are driving home and Max is thinking about what happened with Liz.

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

I just made love with your sweet memory
One thousand times in my head
You said you loved it more than ever
You said

You remain turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

I talked for hours to your wallet photograph
And you just listened
You laughed enchanted by intellect
Or maybe you didn't

You remain turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

You remain, turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place, an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe?

Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe?

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My Immortal
by Evanescence


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Meet the Dupes when Liz asks Max if they can still be friends.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

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Bring Me to Life
by Evanescense


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Meet the Dupes when Max tells Liz he is going to New York.

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where i've become so numb without a soul
my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become

now that i know what i'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become
bring me to life

frozen inside
without your touch
without your love darling
only you are the life
among the dead

all this time i can't believe i couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life


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Somewhere Out There
by Our Lady Peace


This song would play in Book 9 after the episode Max in the City when Max and Liz are in the chemistry lab, working on rebuilding their friendship.

Last time I talked to you
You were lonely and out of place
You were looking down on me
Lost out in space

We laid underneath the stars
Strung out and feeling brave
I watched the red orange glow
I watched you float away

Down here in the atmosphere
Garbage and city lights
You've gone to save your tired soul
You've gone to save our lives

I turned on the radio
To find you on satellite
I'm waiting for this sky to fall
I'm waiting for a sign
All we are
Is all so far

You're falling back to me
You're a star that I can see
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there

You're falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there

Hope you remember me
When you're home sick
and need a change
I miss your purple hair
I miss the way you taste

I know you'll come back someday
On a bed of nails I'll wait
I'm praying that you don't burn out
Or fade away
All we are
Is all so far

You're falling back to me
You're a star that I can see
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there

You're falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there

You're falling back to me
You're a star that I can see
I know you're out there
You're falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there

You're falling back to me
You're a star that I can see
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there

You're falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you're out there
Somewhere out there
You're falling back to me
I know
I know
You're falling out of reach
I know

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Every Breath You Take
by The Police


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode We Are Family when Max is at the Crashdown, guarding Liz.

Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you

Oh, can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

Since you've gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please...

Oh, can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every breath you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

Every move you make
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you...

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Right Here Waiting
by Richard Marx


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode We Are Family when Max and Liz are talking in the eraser room.

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

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Black
by Pearl Jam


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Disturbing Behavior when Max goes to the Deluca house to get Liz and sees her with Sean.

Hey...oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can, drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...yeah...

Uh huh...uh huh...ooh...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine
Uh huh huh

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Open Arms
by Journey


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Viva Las Vegas after Max and Liz spend the night dancing, Liz contemplates their future together.

Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine
Softly you whisper, you're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you, living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you, wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay.

So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

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Nothing Compares to You
by Sinead O'Connor


This song would play in Book 9 when Liz goes out with Sean but is thinking about Max.

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away

I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away

Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose

I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing ...
I said nothing can take away these blues,

'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song

Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong?

I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you

went to the doctor guess what he told me
Guess what he told me?
He said, girl, you better have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool ...

'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you ...

All the flowers that you planted, bubba
In the back yard
All died when you went away

I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try

'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you ...

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Broken Wings
by Mr. Mister


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Heart of Mine when Max and Liz decide to go to the prom

Baby I don't understand
Why we can't just hold on
To each other's hands

This time might be the last I fear
unless I make it all too clear
I need you so

Take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
And learn to live so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in
Take these broken wings

Baby I think tonight
We can take what was wrong
And make it right
Baby it's all I know
That you're half of the flesh and blood that makes me whole
I need you so

So take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
And learn to live so free
When we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in
Take these broken wings
You got to learn to fly and learn to live, love so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in

Let us in
Let us in

Baby it's all I know
That you're half of the flesh and blood makes me whole
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

So take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
And learn to live so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in
Take these broken wings
You got to learn to fly, learn to live and love so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

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I Don't Know How to Let You Go
by Sarah McLaughlan


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode It's Too Late And It's Too Bad when Liz is leaving town and Max and Liz have disagreed about her investigation into Alex's death.

What revenges of spirit conjured this temptuous rage?
Created you a monster; broken by the rule of love
And fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.
Oh, and fate has led you through it.
You do what you have to do.
But I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go.

Every moment marked with apparitions of your soul.
I'm ever swiftly moving; trying to escape this desire.
The urning to be near you,
I do what I have to do.
Oh, the urning to be near you.
I do what I have to do.
But I have the sense to recognize that I donít know how to let you go.
That I donít know how to let you go.

Glowing ember, burning hot....burning slow.
And deep within, I'm shaken be the violence of existing for only you.
I know I canít be with you.
I do what I have to do.
Oh, I know I canít be with you.
I do what I have to do.
But I have the sense to recognize that I donít know how to let you go.
Donít know how to let you go,
Donít know how.....to let you go.
I donít know how to let you go.

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White Flag
by Dido


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Cry Your Name when Max and Liz are eating macaroni & cheese.

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

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Take My Breath Away
by Berlin


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Heart of Mine at the Crashdown on Prom night when Max and Liz see one another

Watching every motion
In my foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean
Finally lovers know no shame
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

Watching I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To become the fated ones
Turning and returning
To some secret place to hide
Watching in slow motion
As you turn to me and say

Take my breath away

Through the hourglass I saw you
In time you slipped away
When the mirror crashed I called you
And turned to hear you say
If only for today
I am unafraid

Take my breath away

Watching every motion
In this foolish lover's game
Haunted by the notion
Somewhere there's a love in flames
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn my way and say
Take my breath away

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Blurry
by Puddle of Mudd


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Heart of Mine after Liz sees Max and Tess hugging and she runs into Sean

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
I'm pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

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Hurt
by Nine Inch Nails


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Baby It's You when Max wakes us with Tess in the observatory.

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shame
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

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Going Under
by Evanescence


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Departure when Max tells Liz about his relationship with Tess and the baby.

now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through

so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under

im dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through

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The Reason
by Hoobastank


This song would play in Book 9 in the episode Departure when Max and Liz are saying goodbye in the Jeep.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
and the reason is You
and the reason is You
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

 

Meant to Live
by Switchfoot


This song would play in Book 9 after the episode Departure when Liz tells the gang about future Max.

Fumbling his confidence
And wond'ring why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's meant for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live


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Breathe You In
by Stabbing Westward


This song would play in Book 9 after the episode Departure after Tess leaves in the Granolith and Liz and Max talk in the desert.

Tomorrow came too soon
I barely made it through today
Still empty inside
I guess nothing's really changed

I'm still afraid to feel
'Cause I cannot take the pain
I'm still afraid to feel
Afraid to lose someone again

I wish that somehow
I could leave
My past behind
My fears behind
If I could only breathe you in
Every drop of you

I guess it's time to face the truth
And admit my past mistakes
Come to terms with all that's wrong with me
And all the things I'll never be

Why am I afraid to feel?
Afraid of what is true?
Why am I afraid to feel?
When all I really want is you?

To taste your skin
To share your thoughts
Would never be enough for me
If I could only breathe you in

 

 

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